Monday, March 7, 2011

Soul Torment

If the sun was a lie
we never reached the existence line
life taught us how to manipulate
now it's a grace!
My soul was forgotten
among the thirsty we claim
shouted: that's my petition
the brave may hear the voice of mine
Years I was running after my fate
recognizing the face of true anguish
the pressure came upon my shoulders
till I couldn't stand on my feet
The path was undefined
strange feelings in the depths of me
shortly I was home again
back to my torment
Torture the souls without a request
high above it flies
and the eyes can see the soured
silence the song that never been sung!
forever hoped to hear that in my ears
singing the words we never came across
those words weren't ours
but I always wanted to hear!
Lord! Guide the mind to realization of it's endless agony
let it see the meaning of the unspoken words
"burst out with tears"
and among the blind may it see
Only for her heart had died of pain
her wishes were granted
to die before it sees the losing of hope
becoming a disteny
So I suppose you see?
"nodded" never I believe
I lost the ability to see since that bright face
Oh!! The light came right through me
Black in vain, my unleashed story of thee
YES!!! I do I do I do...
the hope was real
to lure him on to sorrow and perdition
Laughter I hear from far
and the eyes can't see
the only truth infront of me
it was just a fantasy
Written on the wall of eternity
it must have been irony
to lose everything you own
lingered out to that happy day
It's anguish my dear
controlled all of me
remarkable my dreams were
crossed the lines of reality
Drove me to my darkest fantasies
led me to beg thee
but found no mercy upon me
he gave the soul a torment
Cut the figure he intended
slowly and soothed all my sorrow
he was charming with cold sharp looks
never appreciate anyone, that's apathy!
Dare and confess it's against beliefs
offer the body coldness and sin
found fools among us
Oh that never worth a penny!
Lord! Forgive me it was just a frailty
no escape from your past
over his weak body I stand
with vanity and some out of hate
If that good man
the owner of heart
who cured the wounds once
left me all shattered!
For a wise man, he never was
to be good, he wasn't any
feeding on my agony
and the prodigy wasn't me the weak!
He only out of agony screamed
seeking the peace from me
his curse was jealousy
may the souls wrath on him
If I may?
take the pain all away?
would you let my cold hands touches your face
and smell the perfume on your neck?!
Sang the "words" very loud and clear
sweet! of you to pretend a tale
written with ink on a piece of paper
so wild the hearts can get
A perilous man indeed
his name was forgotten with years
but the memories remains sweet
beautiful days never return again
One thing I worn you of
the love of thee
hurts like a sword in the throat
the pain no one can bear
Out of my words, and spoken emotions
nothing I want but thee
to his love may confine my breath
fill the joy in my depths slowly
his grief, very near he fell down
on his knees: I'll undertake!!
the weather was getting gloomy by then
a flower, to thee I gave
True what they say; no pity for the cowered!
a true servant to him, while I am living
Lord! I ask no more.