Friday, February 14, 2014

Flowing Tears

How about now little stars
how about you heal my scars
and then we can fly over the green hills
instead of wandering around like lunatics

Go let me be.. further than the cloudy skies
let me go to walk alone with tears in my eyes
I've had enough with this torment to see you smile from a far, hurts deeply
just let me go so I can live and breath peacefully

As it begun with the touch of thee
the love and friendship that everyone seek(s)
got me patiently waiting to sleep beside you that's my wonderland(s)
to put my head over your chest and hear your heart beat(s)

It drove me away to the deep sorrow of the seas
pain was my companion all this years
till I almost collapsed with pain deep in my bones
I was held in awe that left me with permanent bruises

We spent the days drawing the lines
of love and future is bright we thought, just to enjoy the last days
but we fell hard, harder than ever
to drown deeper and deeper

To hear the voices of hope, grant me a chance to walk on the ground
to walk through fields of Orchid
dreams can be real if we want them to be, for that I am hungry and starved
I tried everyday to heal all of me yet the body is still terribly wounded

I found solace through your eyes
the beauty of the deep blue skies
while listening to your singing voice
I am still enchanted by the light you brought to my life

What an astonishment! One day you broke me
and one day you bring me back to life
I want to be free again, free from the curse you call love
honestly freedom is irrelevant these days as I want you to be my estate

I crave for you .. my body crave yours till the end
those beautiful emotions are dead and gone for one touch of the hand
let me be I beg!
your love is cancer taking all over my body.. let me be I beg!!

What's the harm for romance to be true and pure?
wondering ..  Would it be heaven or  a pandemonium life?
I lost the words .. I lost my way back home
that's when I lost you, you are my home!

Slowly I drove back to inferno of the mind and soul
there's always light at the end of the road, that's worth the ordeal
I believed in you, as if you're the lord of love ... that slice of belief never died
"clear your mind and your heart of fancies and let him go"

How can this man love with agony and hateful thoughts?
how can he enjoy your body, your pure love when he pleases?
she must die, horribly
she must leave to breath easily.. I perceive your agony piteously

fly while you can you pure dove with all of your sensations
fly over the field of Orchids
to play on bed of roses and drink to our lasting sins
over him and empress the blue seas

Listen to my wisdom, listen to me with full attention
"Better to die than love another
better to drown than be with a stranger
stranger to my heart, stranger to my body and soul
yet I shed no tear, those moments were of no avail"

That's the fall and rise of me
hope made me walk through the sea
traveled the world and flew over the dark skies
to forget, to find what I have been missing over the past ten years

I will be here standing under the rain, alive!
waiting in the cold, fire for all I care
with the flowing tears, thinking of you and me
of paradise to comfort me when I am wary and alone

Let us speak again, once every year
let us love one another like we never lost the war
let us rise and never fall to finally pursuit our dreams
of hope inside that fully encounters us