When Desire Speaks

At first it was impossible to look at thee eyes
in a heart beat I'd look away without thy notice
I hesitated once, twice, .. maybe thousands of times
yet that strangest feeling comes undone
to overwhelm the body till it shivers
ever wondered what life was before you
wounded as deep as the ocean
my feet was dancing upon disappointments
until thy existence
here we are at the edge of our seats
jumping from the thrill of our exotic emotions
I look at thee eyes and all I feel is safe
as if wars never existed,
as if betrayal never happened,
as if the world is a piece of heaven
heaven on earth for real with him
O, the warmth thy love gives
a thunder of emotions and tears of joy
my love may live for centuries as I lay to sleep
every night I dream.. dream to be
the reason for thy warmth and joy of life
like a flower that blossoms when the sun shines
as the stars that shines when its dark
like the ocean and its endlessness
yet again.. words fails me now
but I'd imagine us holding hands
finding solace in each others arms
when you're in deep solitude
I' shall lift you up..
and when I'm slipping away to fall
you shall lift me up..
my hero?
my all
or not at all?
neither.. let our desire speaks a little bit more
as you shall remain my heart deepest desire.

Tales of Love, War and Snow

her stillness speaks  (part II)


He is the light that never fades
the blood to all my veins
of joy and delight in thy tales

today may be the happiest of all days
as you and I... walking side by side
hand in hand... down the aisle

my world stops then
as I see none, hear none..
but his grace now to eternity

believe me words doesn't find him justice
in time of union, to doubt is a human nature
we disbelief of love (s) ability in ending wars

a dream? may it be real.. O, please!
love is a sensible feeling
of confusion and messy emotions that overall so freeing!

a magical night of Lilies and strawberry wine
so lovely it burns thy eyes
of its holiness I walked down the aisle

a moment ago I lived the dream
of a heart deepest desire
a fairytale of sense and its sensibility

there under the heavy chandelier
at the dark end of the hall
I sat down to weep

"I.. Alexander ... promise to endue my life
and all of me to her enchanting beauty
and the kindest of all hearts."

to his words all seemed cheaper than the gold mines
rich at heart, of love that fills the spaces
such love that sets thy souls free

beyond all; it rained so heavily that night
I could barely breath
of shallowness couldn't identify which body of thee...

as he painted my sleeveless dress
blood and tears
still I walked down the aisle

"tell me your grace..
ever loved so deep it pains you?
ever lived on a memory so sweet it tears you?"

Indeed I've.. lived long before you
witnessed the great wars and genocides
walked among the living and their dead

cried for year until I lost my sight
of blindness I lived in such a lonely darkness
but the warmth, that he gave me is still alive

in the long snowy nights.. war ended
his pure love is what I lived for
pulsating inside of me as if I'm young again.

-The End-


Part I