Sunday, December 8, 2013

Farewell

There is no power on earth that brings the dead from their graves
Our imagination that feeds the filthy minds
To tell our tragedy and millions of misfortunes
Of whom to seek and opens the door to our simple empty lives

There is  nothing I should like so much as you
If only I could close my eyes and see only you
To think of thee "Oh dear why do I have to weep?"
"Some things are never meant to be, but I'm never here"

I know you did not meant to leave . But fate had to play its role
To put such emotions into words brought death to me
Felt there is no tomorrow without his love near
Only sorrow and beneath my smile, there is nothing to fear

Dear, as I hope for God's bliss awaiting his mercy to be upon me
I wrote those words of love, affection and hope
Let me tell you few last words, may this be remembered for centuries
In the history of humankind, love lived among wars, slaughters and diseases

We once walked through fire, holding hands and no regrets ever passed through our minds
To let love warmth our souls and heal our injured bodies
Not thinking of what obstacle we could face next but loving you forever was enough
Enough to bring my soul to see heaven on earth

I could not imagine life without your presence, your cold hands and your crackled voice
It was sweet melody to my ears... A voice of an angel
You are my only angel that ever existed in earth and furthermore
Bring me light for when I see the beauty of your face

Take me home where I can hear you singing to my ears
Where I can keep feeling your presence near
Even in my heart I know you are never here
Oh farewell my empty lovely soul

farewell my blue eyes angel
I doubted your love once
I thought your heart was made of stone
For when at night I feel your cold body as if you walked on ice

But everyday we relive our fairytales
We meet under the light of the sun so I can see the loveliness of your eyes
When I look at you I see blue skies, oceans... I see paradise
My story is true as a beating heart... Never had a free choice

But to love you forever .. That was the act of hearts
The mind is weak, fragile and worthless
Has no power upon me to control those messy feelings
Oh darling what have you done to me.. You took me to heaven  while my mind is gone far beyond madness

"Everything made sense at that time, fell for the lies and kindness you showed
But my feelings were stronger than silly paranoia"
"We are worthless now, we know the truth of our intentions. We both were aiming for salvation but at the end we lost the love."

I knew from the very start of our silly tale
I'd love you forever with all the doubts inside
You were on my mind,, since you walked through that door
Those endless moments of despair

It will always be yours.. Only yours
With all the passing years
And distance that seems faraway
My heart is yours for eternity

But what is the point when we have lost what is ours
When we fought for long till dreams were lost for us
When blue turned to gray till it reached darkness
Still one thing remains.. The beating heart

Wake up, we still have time to live
To breath once more
And breath evermore like there's no sword pointed at our throats
Like flying angels over the wide oceans

"Never mind .. It dies at the end
It doesn't matter what I feel
Or what I'm going through without you
If you are not by my side .. I don't exist"

I rather die from loneliness than look back
To forgive you for taking away my smile
But I shall believe no one..
Nor trust no man.. Till I finally peacefully die with no one by my side

Farewell blue eyes angel, farewell ...
We will keep lying to ourselves
That we are not broken anymore
Truth won't be fixed .. The heart is made of glass