The shameful secrets I've buried
Of love and sufferings for long ages
And hath been still life and your loveliness
You keep my head off the fears of hopeless future
The fears that made me forcibly dig my grave to die
Among the field of civil warfare
We never thought we would survive
The land of betrayal and bravery
Has fallen upon the kingdom of putridity
What's worse than a brave man's iniquity
Shedding tears over the greatest loss for eternity
We are the men and women of the greatest civilization
Don't tell the lonely heart of your silly victimization
Oh my land, my beautiful cold home
You are forever gone
I shouldn't leave with blood on my hands
Alone to face the dreadful truth
That your noble men brought upon us
They are the fallen men of arms
the loner grieved over the wasted years
God will not protect us nor the innocents
We shouldn't leave, we are the victims of cruel high authority
But instead we surrendered to the trickery
There's fire inside of us of anger and vanity
But you left me with no choice but to choose dishonesty
I will burn in hell for sure
Lived for them desires as it always have been for me
I can't be saved, nor my God will
Whatever belief you follow, you are a noble girl
I'd force you to grant me mortality
But what's the use of living with raging knavery
There's a life ahead of me I believe
A life that's not pale
Do you remember when we lost the light
We lost everything and left thousands of bodies to rot
The root of true love to that land is sinful
at then I paid off for my lousy deeds till I'm pitiful
It is tremendously cold inside
Yet the inside not awakening from its strife
Fighting all the senses with the name of religion
Questioning my sanity was my strongest burden
I'll let you dream of tomorrow's sunrises
So you may live as one of its heroes
If you recall your beliefs I'll serve you
Bend my knees for you
Just give me back my right
My broken soul and my bright
For those lost memoir I want to rise
From ashes to strong doctrine
Let me dream and surrender to your grace
Let me lead the path of demise
From all what is dark and all the inner sorrows
And for our fallen men and their lonely widows
I sense a fortune coming for me
But never forget to be humble so you can happily live
There's no place for worrying
No chance to have fears as long as I'm among the living
My faith shall never be brittle
And I can't give you my love that's little
So long you lonely heart
Leave that empty life for fear it might hurt
Wasted the last few years in a torment
Never thought to find hope in hell
These last few years were tragic, farewell
We shed so many tears yet I love you dearly
Let me say the last words with tears and all that's holy
With an open heart and complete honesty
In prayer for you, I must leave soon
With the few good memories that's poor
Don't lead me astray
But fly me to the blue sky
To see the Astros in the lonely nights
O you fascinate my tearful eyes
I'll treasure you but never be flattered
I can live away from you yet I will remain scattered
