Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Road To Recovery

When in isolation
one is looking for hope
in these desperate times
all is lost

when in isolation
one wants love
crave a company 
yet to feel or breath is absolute bravery
spent years in solitude 
lost all feelings along the road

when in isolation
one is looking for something
that frees thy lost souls
to compromise or to fight endlessly
to cry or to laugh at thy funerals

we came a long way to pretend
pretend to be lovers
yet we once were
yes we loved one another
cherished the purity of our feelings

but all we ended up with
is a funeral of hearts
he looked at me with his hazel eyes
as if it is the end of life
but it was just the beginning of the story
it all escalated quickly 
reached its end within seconds
everything that is beautiful
everything that created life 
and brought joy into our hearts
all is lost

he said with desperation 
"you brought sunshine to my life
a light that shines all that's dark
break me once 
thousands of times
I'll love you still..
move forward with me and I'll give you the world
just love me endlessly."

that curiosity to get closer
just to know what words meant to her
and what kept them apart
to break free
and let those boundaries behind
she questioned his intentions 
with doubts and all of her fears
it occupied every mind

"do you even remember? 
our days of love and grace?
the innocence and purity we once had?"

he took her hand and placed it in his chest..
"all is lost
all is lost..
how we reached the end so soon?
we are strangers now
walking by
wandering around at the lonely nights
all we had is affection that's beyond!"

as we all had a history 
might be dark or just a lovely mystery 
I'd walk with you down to that road
the road to recovery
I'd cross miles and all the seas
for you and for the love you once gave me
but you left me empty handed
with your dishonesty that breaks every wall 
destroyed everything that's beautiful

When in isolation 
one is weak 
one is fragile
left alone with those strange feelings
with loss and despairs
and the overflow of thoughts
scattered all over with emptiness 
"a dead end we've reached I see"

we were like the kings and queens
world is ours
all bright and lovely
owned it all in one hand
we smiled, sang along to the stars
walked hand in hand by the shores
and had the waves as music to our ears
life .. what's life? when we had paradise?

a dream it seemed
or a past life of our sinful souls
"you say our love is eternal?
but you left me halfway, alone and broken
you say you'd die for me?
but you died in the arms of another.."

years and years passed
as I grew colder and colder
a stone hearted and less pitiful
"time heals you say?
how it can heals all sorrows
when scars is all that I've left"

in this long solitude
you finally want to surrender
let go of it all and just float like a feather
here I am.. sat down by blue seashore
recalling your last words..
as I wait for the lost guest
to knock on my door
maybe any minute now..

I do not believe all is lost..
yet with every tragic loss
there's a light
that eventually shines on.